But, I am no temple… — Bold, Beat…

For my former shacks… you too are a temple.. and are worthy of every bit of adoration

(I wrote this in response to Temple, by Eric from My Sword and Shield!!! Please check his piece out, and all of his work as he as inspired me to think out the box so many times!)

You see me as your temple… but if only you knew me a few years back… it would probably fuck up your mental…

Would adoration be offered if you knew me when I was a shack? So open and broken… when self love and respect was what I lacked?

I used to let the village use me… so desperate to be occupied, the overwhelming blasphemy I allowed to invade my walls and later on led to just confuse me..

Okay…okay… no need to to dwell on it… I caught wind of the deceit… I emptied out what they made of me… found my self and somewhat got back on my feet… but still…

It would take the world’s most prestigious architect to correct these errors and make me forget all that used to be.. who taught you to be so understanding and forgiving of such defeat?

Why do you praise who I am in this large crowd? Aren’t you embarrassed to love such a fuckin disaster out loud? The way you stare at my scars it’s like you’re almost proud…

Am I a shack in hiding or am I really a majestic temple now? You claim I am my days are ruin are over now? I mean I know I am better… but I see you and it’s like it never happened now… you adore me and claim those days of ruin are forever over now… you adore me… you say you only see life in me now… you believe in every piece of me.. can you tell me how?

Just please don’t leave me… it’s crazy because I something like need you now…

 

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